is it sad to admit that what I thought was wasn't
is it really that hard to see the truth behind the words
what once was felt never left.. it lingered in silence
now it scratches at every glimpse of light
waiting to be let out of the darkness of hiding

The feelings of pain were never real
The feelings of loss were just a mask
I never lost what was there

It's sad to know that I still feel this way
I thought things would change
But I guess this is never really that easy

Sleep weighs down my eyelids
The commercials echo through my ears.
Names and Phrases glide across the screen.
Lights flash in colors below
Buzzing frantically above my head
Persistance of the future holds